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Below are the 19 most recent journal entries recorded in littlebitweird's InsaneJournal:

    Friday, May 20th, 2011
    12:18 am
    Wednesday, May 11th, 2011
    11:30 pm
    Game change!
    Thursday, July 1st, 2010
    11:35 pm
    Making an album is a hell of a lot harder than I always imagined it would be. And it doesn't make it easier that I have to tell the engineer every day that I need my drum kit set up the right way. He doesn't seem to understand that I'm not being a difficult artist. It's annoying.
    Saturday, February 13th, 2010
    7:45 pm
    Poorly warded private so anyone can actually read

    Fuck. How am I going to do this? Just because Nate can be in front of all of these people doesn't mean I can. I'm going to fail miserably. Bugger it all, I can't do this. But I have to do this. Okay, I need to calm down. I know the material. I was there with Nate when he wrote half of it. I've played these songs hundreds of times with him. I can do this. I have to do this, it's too important that there be a band at the dance.

    I need to find Saoirse
    Sunday, February 7th, 2010
    3:33 pm
    Is it weird that I'm nervous for my brother? 
    Monday, February 1st, 2010
    11:16 pm
    Private to Saoirse
    Nate's Bailey got hurt and I don't know what to say or what to do. Help.
    /End Private
    Tuesday, January 5th, 2010
    11:22 pm
    Saoirse and Nate
    I got offered a promotion today at work.  I don't know if I should take it or not.
    End Private
    Monday, December 21st, 2009
    8:40 pm
    Warded against Saoirse
    Whoever it was that broke  Saoirse's heart...thank you.
    Friday, December 18th, 2009
    5:42 pm
    Saoirse
    Hi.  I miss you.
    /Private

    This is the first year that I've been financially in a place where I didn't have to dip into my savings for Christmas presents.  I like it.  Though some people are proving more difficult than anticiapted on the gifting front.
    Friday, December 11th, 2009
    12:53 am

    Private to Saoirse, Nate and Natasha
    I just wanted to let you know that I have an official diagnosis from my doctor.  I have something called Asperger's Syndrome.  It's a form of Autism that makes it hard for me to connect to people emotionally.  Though I guess once the connection is made it's hard to break (at least that's what he told me).  The other things...the obsessive behaviour and the taking things literally are also part of it.  I was relieved to hear him say that I'm rather high functioning and he thinks that the only things I might need are medications for the obsessive behaviors and therapy which is intended to help me deal with daily life.  There weren't many people who knew I was doing this but I wanted to let those who did know.
    /Private

    Private to Saoirse
    You still want to go out with me now that you know I'm defective?  And in case that wasn't clear, that was my attempt at a joke.  I'll see you tonight.
    /Private

    Saturday, December 5th, 2009
    11:14 pm
    I'm going to burn in hell for thinking today was a good day.

    Saoirse
    Hi.
    Wednesday, December 2nd, 2009
    11:39 am
    Private to Nate
    I'm having one of those "oh fuck" moments.  Got a while to talk to your little brother?
    /Private
    Wednesday, November 18th, 2009
    9:51 pm
    Private to Nate
    I'm telling you this before Mum has me married off when she tells you.  She set me up with the granddaughter of one of her friends last night.  
    /End Private

    The world seems quieter when it snows.  Part of me wants to soak it in and part of me wants to make noise to shatter it.
    Monday, November 9th, 2009
    9:57 pm
    So far I've been spared the Sneezing Sickness.  Whether or not that remains the case is questionable.

    The recent announcement about the engagement of Leonard Zabini and Sapphira Robards has my mother even more determined to marry off either Nate or myself.  I'd managed to keep a bit beneath her notice in favour of Nate but I think that she's starting to look at the marriagable daughters who are a bit less than perfect in her eyes.  Thinking probably that their families might accept me.  Sweet Helga, I feel for those girls.
    Monday, October 26th, 2009
    7:10 pm
    Nate, why did you let Ada's pet have a dictoquill?
    Sunday, October 18th, 2009
    10:22 pm
    I got my drum kit yesterday and set it up in Nate's room in our flat this morning.  It was the first time in a long time I've been able to play drums and it's strange how it made me feel almost like I was coming home.  I love music, and I really do enjoy playing the guitar and piano but I love the way percussion drives most modern music.  It's truly like the heartbeat of modern music.
    Friday, October 9th, 2009
    9:26 pm
    Today's my birthday.  Age us a funny thing, I don't think you really feel it unless you're really young or really old.
    Monday, September 28th, 2009
    7:10 pm
    Private to Nate and Teddy
    Nate, Teddy, have either of you seen the tall salt shaker?  It's supposed to go next to the pepper but I can't find it.  And it needs to be there.
    /End Private

    I had a woman come into Gringotts today and insist that I was going to steal her money.  She made me call for someone else and kept insisting that I wasn't telling the truth.  I told her that I was and when they recounted everything to prove I was right she still said that they shouldn't have people like me employed there.  I don't understand whether she meant males, humans or people with long hair.  She smelled of kippers.  I don't like kippers.
    12:53 am
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